Different View (January 4, 2015)

Hey Guys,

So I know everyone is sick of that “New Year, New Me”, but It is a New Year, so New Me. I’m not gonna start changing who I am and become a dickhead or anything like that. I’m  going to get a gym membership and start working out a do a crazy diet. I want too, but I don’t have time too and I also like the way i look and working at Kroger is a work out on it’s own. But anyways I decided to focus on me. I’m going to focus on school and graduating and trying to become a cashier at my job.  I’m over the fact that I like my best friend… well LIKED. I don’t like him anymore because I realized it would be weird if we dated, he doesn’t like me, and my other girlfriends like him and I don’t need the drama when I already have soo much drama here at home. So imma date, but not my best friends.  Another thing that I want to focus on is getting a car! I need one! I’m so jealous of him for getting a car.  He got it the easy way, but he needed kinda more than I did, but this will turn into a rant if i continue this. Maybe another night when I don’t have to work the next day, but anyways Imma stop being so negative and mean, I’m still gonna have my guard up and be protective of myself, but I’m going to stop thinking everyone doesn’t love me and everyone isn’t using me. They like talking to me, they like hanging out with me and they like talking to me. So that’s it for now.

See Ya Later

Emmie <3