In Need of New Friends

Hey guys,

So last Friday, I agreed to hangout with a few "Friends", to get food and hangout, you know the works.. But I wasn't feeling good when I first woke up and also my cell was being blown up in the morning, so I'm already tired and annoyed. Just text me ppl. I hate phone calls so early in the morning. But anyways. I got dressed for the second time because it was on then it was off and then it was on again.  Keep in mind it's hot inside my house and it's hot outside my house, so i wasn't a happy camper from the start... So when we finally leave, we get the ppl and we go to get something to eat first... Which is a place I told him I didn't like, but we went there anyways. Like WTF dude... So all I had was a plate full of fries and some nasty as cheese sticks and some broccoli and chicken. I was even more annoyed at these point. Like to the point where I wanted to go home too. But what pissed me off the most was; The week before I used more than 1/2 of my check to fix his car. I was happy to do it, happy to help out... shoot I even offered because him having a car, he doesn't have to worry about his family having to call an ambulance if they got sick at night or having to call a cab to go to a doctor's appointment.  I guess I'm just sick of paying for someone... when they can talk behind someone's back... I just I'm sick of not feeling good enough... Sick of always to make sure theirs gas in the car, even tho it isn't my car and we don't see each other or talk like we used too. But seeing that you are able to pay for yourself for the little things pissed me off because I saw you had money... Don't know how much, but you had money... Was it enough to get the last 3 parts for your car? Was it enough to put 1/2 in and i'll do the other 1/2. Who knows, only you. I'm not mad about the money, I'm mad that you had to hide and lie and talk behind my back... I'm mad that you call me a secret keeper, but I tell you EVERYTHING!

Back to the story... So we drop off two of our friends and now we're driving around, instead of going straight to the wave pool, so we are wasting time, you asked me earlier to ask two other friends if they wanted to come and they said they were busy, but you kept insisting for me to call them, when we know what they said. At least point I really just want to go home. I said this and they thought I was playing.. I'm not. So when you finally give in and take us.. we only have an hour or two to play in the pool, which you were able to pay for yourself again... But guess what when I let you used my charger.. I saw the messages you guys sent back and fourth... If you don't wanna be my friend anymore. STOP TALKING TO ME! Because TBH you guys make me feel like shit, even though I already feel like shit when I'm at home. I don't need the extra bullshit...So you guys have fun. You guys deserve each other. You guys are made for each other and I'm gonna be okay.

See You Later
Emmie <3