Today… Well yesterday my Auntie had a little get together for the holiday, so I asked if I could bring my BFFL and crush to come over. Yes you head that right I have a crush on my best guy friend, which if you ask me I think it will pass soon because I’m not good enough for him, but that’s a totally different story for a different day.
Anyways he came over meet my close Auntie, Uncle and one of my many cousins that I’m close with. I was super nervous because:
1. I never brought a guy home to meet my family
2. I was worried because he’s white and OBVIOUSLY I’m black, but I’m not racist… Obviously because I like him and most of my friends are white
3. I’m not use to the whole bring friends over to meet the family for the holiday season
But it went well and everyone loved him and they all thought we were together. I don’t get it. I want to be with him, but I’m okay with just being his best friend. As long as I have him on my side, I’m okay.
The weird part about the whole day was my mother questioned us about of relationship. She wanted us to define it, like we were Robin & Barney on ‘How I Met Your Mother’ and of course it was weird for me because my mother was in the room and so was my brother and I honestly know he doesn’t feel the same way I’m thinking, so what’s the point of saying how I feel even though it isn’t going to be a thing. That’s my way of seeing things.
As long as I have him as my Best Friend and on my side. I am okay with that.
Emmie <3
See ya later
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