Nothing has really changed. Mostly going to Baker College and working at Kroger. I got a new Laptop and a new boyfriend, but nothing has really changed. I still hate my mother with a burning passion, I’m still working on getting a car and a apartment for myself. I don’t care if I’m too young to do all of this. I need to get out of here. I need to get away from her. She makes me feel worthless and like I’m a piece of shit. That I’m a waste of space, that I’m a bother. That no one really loves me, that everyone is just using me. Saying I’m not smart enough to be going to college. That i’m wasting my money and the teachers time, dealing with me. I’m gonna prove her wrong and also prove to myself that I am nothing like her and that I am my own person. That I can be whatever I want to be. But for right now I’m stressed, in pain and hurt, so I’m gonna take a nap and have a good cry.
See Ya Later
Emmie <3
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