So almost a month ago I started talking in my sleep again… I haven’t talked in my sleep since I was a little girl, but sometimes I talk in my sleep when I’m super sleepy or tired. When I talked in my sleep this time isn’t to a family member who knows I talk when I’m super tired, it was to my best friend and I told her EVERYTHING, that I’ve been thinking since I met this person I don’t know how many months, but I just started to get to know him. He’s an amazing guy and I love him to death. In the short amount of time we clicked and became best friends.
I’ve told a really good friend of mine that I might like him more than just my best guy friend. She also had the same thing going on this other guy she liked and they both didn’t know about it.
I don’t want to lose a friendship because I like him. I knew I liked him ever since I started a conversation with him and even more when I met him and even, even more when we start talking 24/7. I wasn’t going to tell him I liked him at all, but my kinda best friend (I just trust her less now; which I understand, but that’s another story). She told him I liked him and now everyone thinks we’re together, like if you see us hanging out or talking to each other or even when we’re with a group of friends; people think we are together.
I want to be with him as his girlfriend, but I don’t think he likes me like that, which I’m okay with just to be his best friend FOREVER. I don’t want to lose him over something stupid, like liking him! Ugh! If she didn’t opened her big mouth and say something I wouldn’t be in this? What do I do?
See Ya Later
Emmie <3
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